So I'm going through a bunch of name changes since joining Team-Dignitas as one of their writers so you may see me go by d Lovenfloofen, dignitasLovenfloofen or just plain old Lovenfloofen. Since I joined the team I've been being more inspired to play games and just try my best.
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So you're probably wondering what inspired this kind of journal, and up until this point you probably think it's selfless promotion, right? Wrong.
The point is, sometimes life can make you miserable, and you can make big mistakes. That's not an excuse to make them, but it is the beginning of the path to repentance. See, as I were maybe even two years ago. Team-Dignitas would not have looked at me, and my best friends had been disappointed by my actions. I allowed myself to get depressed and I made poor decision after poor decision.
Suffice it to say I was a boy, with the age of a man. But I guess it shows what a different person you can become, when you chase your dream and truly seek happiness.
Since those days, a mere two years ago, I'd like to think I've become a bigger and better person. But only time will tell, I do not want to be one whom becomes consumed by ego.
I chased my dream and joined a Professional Gaming Team, and not just any team, but Team-Dignitas. I got a full time job in IT and I'm now one of the best coders in my part of the country. I still roleplay, and I have terrific friends. What's more is I'm working hard to regain friends lost, for they are the most precious of jewels, for once you lose something do you truly know what you had to begin with.
People can inspire you, and if you look hard enough, you'll find some great people to inspire you.
To conclude this Journal, here are some people who have inspired me through the years.
BeLeiGwo - Man, life has thrown shit after shit as this girl and she just keeps going. She is the absolute definition of not giving up and just a wonderful person through and through. She made school tolerable, and she helped me through some of my toughest times. I know I'm 10000000% happy to have her in my life, and could never take for granted just how lucky having her makes me. It fills my heart to see that she is also on the path to happiness.
clariecandy - Look in a picture dictionary for "Does not give a fuck" and I feel like you'd see Clarie in there half the time. She's a truly terrific friend and so fun to be with. My gaming nemesis and anime buddy! It's truly great to have her in my life, for I'd probably not have survived some of my roughest times without her.
Yokufo - She has told me many a great thing, a source of inspiration and kind words beyond all else. Yet I took it all for granted. I owe a lot of the man I'm becoming to her, for it was her who helped me see that even I can change, and even I can find my own source of happiness. One of the kindest artists I've ever met, and very much worth knowing. If she could inspire even me. She could pioneer happiness across the globe. Check her out, her art is beautiful and her personality even more so.
penta-zel - This guy... I only knew him for a short time, but when he opens his mouth an unfathomable quantity of wisdom can be bestowed in any short amount of time. During the brief time I knew him, he used to sit with me in skype calls (While I played WoW zzzzzz) and just talk to me. I learnt a great deal about the world through those calls, and alongside Yokufo he taught me that change is never impossible. Should you get the chance to meet a guy like him, don't forget to give him the time of day, and at the very least. Thank him.
Martza - Supported me through the whole DarkTara debacle (and what a pain in the ass that was) a fantastic artist and roleplay partner, we've come up with some great stories. We've had ups and we've had downs, but we are very strong friends as a result.
NagishaDrazuki - NagiNagiNagiNagi AHHHHHHHHHHH, what a wonderful girl she is, a kind soul always willing to try and help others, no matter how much she may need help herself. Nagi is always giving, and that's a quality that is worth learning.
I hope I can be half as beautiful as any of the 6 people I've mentioned here. Maybe one day, I can inspire someone too.
Thanks guys!
dignitasLovenfloofen
Signing out!
